I could not sleep last night, I layed in bed worrying about my existance being snuffed out. How I deserve to be snuffed out. How I never used to feel this way. How I did used to feel this way when I was a little kid. How things were when I was a little kid. How I should be sleeping already. How maybe the next position I lay in would numb my mind from the rollercoaster I was on.

Ugh.

Time to wake up!