I was up too late last nite...

Playing Sid Meyer's Pirates.

I dont know if any of you ever had a C-64 but I used to have that game for that, back in like 1685

err I mean 1985...Its easy to be confused. But anyway, the game is practicly the same except there is now a dance sequence when you date the marqui's daughter. Also alittele better interface and ALOT better graphics than the old game (I guess that goes without saying). But I had tons of fun doing so and didnt want to git to sleep.

:^)

In other news tonight is our 15 year olds first 9th grade football game, vs Saint Cloud Tech. (Dont ask me why their 9th grade team has "tech" at the end I dont know.)

Then after that one of my friends is moving and I guess the biggest vehicle he could find was my van, so Ill be giving him a hand with that at about 8 or 9.

Also I owe another of my friends 41 bucks for this lutheran food coop thing Im involved in (Not that im lutheran but I do need cheap groceries), Im gonna pay him at lunch.


Busy busy day. I didnt even mention everything Im supposed to do at work today.

And I also want to mention that Im starting to agree that prayer is more effective when kneeling. I used to not think that but lately Ive been running some "Tests" and it seems to be helpful.

I hope y'all have a great day. I am trying to.

If people could copy loaves of bread do you think that farmers would call that stealing and make people starve to death.

Doubtful at best.

I think its pretty ironic how when someone gets wiser they consider themselves more stupid.

Crazy.

Tune in tommorow for more enlightening thoughts.

I dont understand why anyone would delete a comment left on a blogger post that is not directly offensive or mean spirited...

Especially if that comment was on topic.

I dont get it.

Hrm...

Why delete it?

Hmmm nobody here(@work) this morning, strange.

Im thinking of making a nice zuccini speghetti sauce tonight for the childrens and I for supper. I was going to make it last night but Melissa and Dustin were not going to be home so I postponed it.

I sometimes like to use outdated words like supper.

Oh and my eyes hurt this morning. Maybe Im coming down with something.

If only it was next monday Id be enjoying a 4 day weekend.

Sigh.

Wow, try chewing on this

The Anthropic Principle

Makes good sense to me.

Its Friday. And payday. This is good.

Ive been reading alot about Diogenes lately, I think I agree with alot of what he has to say. I think that if man and society hadnt complicated the whole world then maybe I would better understand my place in it and my relationship with God.

Ill let you know more on that front as events develop. :^)

In other news its fun to look in refridgerators.

Have a good day!

I cant wait for the weekend.

Ugh.

Need Robert time.

Soon.

I just want to say youtube is crap. Loading times are awefully awful. I go there to watch some of Vaspers Videos and the place is so stinking slow I have to go to make dinner for my children before it is done loading.

and I dont have dialup! It is really that bad.

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I am sorry but a 3 minute clip should not buffer for 2 millions years. ITS A 3 MINUTE CLIP!

UGH!

The Good News: I only have to goto one kid's school's open house, Melissa's.

The Bad News: Its tonight at 6 PM.

I hate those things. I hate schools. I hate mobs of ill behaved and non disciplined children. Ugh.

Wish me luck dealing with the unwashed masses tonight.

I am arguing with my coworker about how it is better to blog OFF the clock. But he thinks it is better to blog ON the clock.

Hmmmmm.

I am very sleepy this morning, even tho I got 12 million hours of sleep, Im still sleepy. That makes no sense.

I dont want to be sleepy. I want to sleep.

Sleep Canopenner, Sleep.

Well, I went into the wilderness for a few days and nights (Not 40, but I guess enough).

I feel alot better about being human now. I still dont understand how everything could change that one day a month ago, but thats ok. I think I recieved signal back from the almighty that all is well and as it should be and that I shouldnt (Over)analyze the situation anymore. Thats good.

Instead im going to try and be the most disgustingly good person around. :^) So far that plan seems to be working out well. It feels very natural to be disgustingly good.

Oh wait, If what you do is what you are then I am disgustingly good after all.

I hope I have the chance to be disgustingly good to you as well.

Have a disgustingly good day!!! :^)

I sure hope this camping trip will help me get my feet back on the ground and end all my confusion.

We will see.

I have:

2morrow off

The runs

almost 2 weeks behind me with the not smoking thing.

Gotta goto the potty now.

I have a new blogger profile picture. Melissa says she knows who the guy is, I dont know who the guy is. But he sure does capture my essence in his pose in that picture.

In other news Ive been feeling as tho the world is very not real again. I think Im losing my mind. When I drive in my car I feel like Im the needle on the record. Ugh. I never used to feel this way. Ever since that one day tho its been like to varying degrees. Its almost like I feel Im in a fishbowl or Im on stage or something, and I dont want to be human anymore, I used to think I knew what it meant to be human, now Im not so sure. I dont really wanna be nothing either so dont worry about that.

Im just really really confused.

I guess.

At least I can still smile and help people with their dumb problems, then they all tell me how smart I am and I proceed to tell them that the things I can figure out mean nothing and Im still looking for the answers to the really hard questions and I will never find them and I am really a stupid beast. I just dont understand anything important.

Ugh.

Crazy I tell you.

Crazy.

Marriage is nature’s way of keeping people from fighting with strangers.

Sometimes its nice to hit the snooze button 7 times before you get up in the morning.

-Yawn-

Ugh.

Im hating life. Soda doesnt taste good anymore since I quit smoking.

It saddens me, now Ill have to quit drinking soda.

Ugh.

Im thinking about quiting everyhting and just staying home and working out all the time.

My wife likes the idea.

Ugh.

It could be worse...At least it doesnt take me 30 minutes on the komode like some people I know.

Ok, let me just say first, all you people out there who really enjoy having your myspace pages, get the f out of here and dont continue reading. Thanks.

My space is the most retarded, non purposeful crap in the universe(Let alone on the internet).

OMG I cant stand to be on a myspace page for more than about 5 seconds because like 5 or 50 audio streams start up from the comments and start inundating me with what sounds like static but is really just a conglomeration of all the regurgitated garbage people leave in the comment section, God, dont you people have any original content? its all recycled games and family guy and simpsons clips pulled from youtube.

And the amount of good taste of all myspace users combined I think might, MIGHT, fill a thimble...I really small thimble, on some subatomic world.

Geez If I wanted to look at tits and ass I would goto tiava.com or 89.com or something not your poorly developed regurgitated myspace page.

And whats with having to have an account to comment? Thats some pretty uncool crap that would drive me off using it pretty much immediately.

And what kind of content is there anyway? All I see are a million people giving shout-outs to each other (Yes I just actually used that terminology).

I guess its a good place for the vapid, brainless clones that populate this country's high schools and all you can eat buffets, but thats just all the more reason for me NOT to go there.

And the pages ALL look the goddamn same, do they even have templates you can change? Or are you all clones of each other showing your ultra hip tatoos and saying hello to each other in your clique-y slang.

You make me sick myspace users. I think tripod is a better webhost and that just goes to show how totally crappy myspace is.

Group mentality sucks. And myspace is the internet representation of it.

/rant

I havent been sleeping very well at night.

Last night I woke up like 40 times.

Sometimes I felt like I couldnt move for a few seconds. But I read on the internet that thats fairly common.

Weird.

Guess what? Todays payday! YAY!

The sound kinda sucks.

I look fat.

Yeah here ya go

Breakfast run

Also, youtube says I violated terms of service and such and I dont really know why or how so F them.

Kudos to my boss and his camera.

Day 2, not so bad. My wife last night just layed in bed crying for 2 hours. Because of "the distance between us", I told her she was losing her mind from no cigarettes. And thats the truth too. Because we are both crabby from not smoking we didnt really talk to each other last night. Not really anything to cry about. But I guess the fragile female psyche views things differently. I was just happy we werent yelling and screaming at each other.

In other news I played video games all night and then went to bed about 12:20.

No problem. -Insert thumbs up here-

Oh hey look.

If you blog is banned from somewheres where your at...

You can goto http://www.pkblogs.com/ And still look at it.

I think that Joe Mathlete guy showed me in the traffic report for my site.

Neat.

This non smoking thing sucks. I dont feel like myself, I feel out of it, detached, and angry.

My routine is all messed up.

Ugh.

I thought everything was going well until I talked to my wife. She infuriated me.

Why? Well she was on the other line with her mother. I know it seems alittle unreasonable but fuck her mother. UGH! And then I tell her going camping in 1.5 weeks with a bunch of smoking people and staring at the sky for the weekend is prolly not a good idea because then I will be sorely tempted to smoke, for no other reason than I will have NOTHING TO FUCKING DO DONT YOU GET IT WIFE!!!!

Ugh.

I dont think she gets it.

where is that expired gum Ive been chewin'?

Sorry about not blogging friday.

I was FORCED to call in sick because melissa had a fever of 102 F. :^P

So I felt bad about that because "moodkiller" was already scheduled out and we dont have that many poeple there.

So yeah guilt guilt guilt.

But then, I started running a fever too, so I figured it was a good thing that I didnt go.

And when I went to blog on friday morning blogger was down. So no friday post.

Also since I was sick this weekend no linky thingy got made...Ill try and squeek it out soon. Sorry about that...being sick and all.



And are you ready for this? I have 2 packs of smokes left. When they are gone thats it. I quit.

I can hardly believe it myself...But my wife tells me its true.

Have a nice day.

I got home for lunch and there was a naked 4 year old girl in my yard. I asked her where she had come from and she ran away from me, laughing and smiling.

I sent melissa around the nieghborhood to ask if she belonged there, Appearently she came out of the house accross the street from mine.

At any rate 4 year old girls should not be running the streets unattended, naked or otherwise.

Now...24 year old girls can walk around my nieghborhood all they want naked or otherwise, as far as Im concerned. Thats totally different.

At any rate

Status of good deed for the day-DONE

Ive had alot of poeple on my case about me not linking anywhere.

Ill make a little linky bar thingy this weekend k?

Thanks and have a nice day.

Whats so hard to understand?

USER Are you there? I have an issue with the excel pending spreadsheet - I know you were working with Steph yesterday - I tried accessing it this morning and it says it's locked up by Tambi - pls help!! my extension is 56801
Robert Schultz Tambi is inside it
Robert Schultz only one person can be editing it at a time
Robert Schultz Call up tambi and ask her to get out
USER ok
USER This spreadsheet is suppose to be a 'shared' spreadsheet - aren't multiple users allowed then? I did talk w/Tambi and she will need to be using it for awhile since there were issues yesterday
Robert Schultz multiple people editing a file is impossible unless your using sql or something like that...think about it if you all change the file on your workstations and you all change the data then save you will all save different data to the same file name.
Robert Schultz then it will corrupt and be no good
Robert Schultz make sense?

Good news all around today.

Our heatwave broke, yesterday 100 degrees.

Today high expected to be 79.

-Sigh of relief-

In other news I got a tummy ache from KFC last night.

But today I just have gas, and as soon as its expelled Ill feel much better.

Dont we all love talking about our gas?